When you are walking down the street, browsing at the shops
Someone catches your eye, their beauty you have to admire
You know that you are only admiring, you know they would not look your way
Then they smile, you can see the inside is just as beautiful, you keep walking, just a memory in your mind
Until you see them again, you chat, they flirt a little, you think they are a natural flirt, it’s not because of me
What if they are? What if they see your beauty?
I am far from a catch, I am curvier then most, in both directions
I have so much baggage in so many different forms
I am not beautiful or pretty, just average, when this beautiful woman both inside & out so caring & attentive to the ones she looked after
Started flirting with me, I knew this was not because of me
It was to my surprise I was very wrong, I had done what we all do
I had undervalued myself, in my head made myself believe I was really nothing special
Now I know, I do have qualities I should be proud, do not undervalue yourself
Learn to love what others see in you, do not be ashamed of having self love.