EllPoet Emotionally Raw Poetry.

  • Alarmed.

    The first time I saw you, I felt such a strong attraction The first time you touched me I felt like I could affix myself to you The first time you said I love you I knew I was awash with love The first time I saw that look on your face I felt alarmed …

  • To Jemima – My Girl

    To Jemima – My Girl

    Look at you, not a girl anymore, not quite a woman Beautiful in your dress, hair all done up, wearing your first pair of heels Full of nerves for your first school dance, butterflies dancing in your stomach I can see the little girl you were, I now can imagine the woman you will be…

  • It’s been awhile between drinks.

    It’s been awhile between drinks.

    I have been absent for awhile, my life just seemed to speed out of control, I was not in the drivers seat, I was watching, nervous, full of anxiety, biting my nails, tears constantly flowing & no ability to grab the wheel again. That’s how my I was recently, it’s been building up for the…

  • Is it selfish to put yourself first?

    Is it selfish to put yourself first?

    I have this issue, I find it almost impossible to put myself first, I will always put my daughter, partner, wife & mother ahead of myself, if not friends as well. If I do put myself first I feel selfish, my mind goes into guilt mode. Berating myself, if I really love them surley I…

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